done

It is so depressing and demotivating having those kind of people around. You tried so hard to give your best yet they took you for granted. I am sooooooo done :(

gym on mandomonday

Managed to drag my lazybum to gym, (finally!) after a very loooong unnecessary break.

And I met a friend.
Whom I just met once (i think so) 5 months ago since he's a friend to my best friend.

As we talked.
He happened to be a close friend to my boyfriend's bestfriend.
Whom happened to be my boyfriend's friend too.

And all of us happened to work in KJ.
So we decided to have a lunch together at tasek this afternoon.
(sbp reunited ;p)

So yeah.
Its a small world after all.

a phase

It has been long. Since my 25th birthday or should I say the most hectic painful day I had to go through. I was too hurt to talk about it. If you must know, your intention to hurt me succeeded with flying colors. Beyond words.

But seriously it was just a short phase. I am all good now. Am thankful with everything I have. Blessed with all the love showered.

Just go away. Yes, please do.

i am nobody

at the office today, the teamlead was trying to motivate me somehow:

nobody is perfect.

i am nobody.

so i am perfect.

double trouble

im scared i don’t think i can manage.

im no good at all.
im a mess.
im screwed, almost.
fire me.
thank you.

Mood = Happy

Tightly packed schedule, daily routines of working, traffic jams. Going through all that would definitely make you frown. With people pissing you off some more, both at workplace as well as on the road, you wished you could just slap them on the face or maybe bang up their cars. But as usual you would just end up shouting, screaming out loud, menyumpah-nyumpah or even cry.

Well as for me I couldnt avoid being in such situation, almost everyday. But last Friday was a good one. I couldnt help but to smile almost all the time :) It has been 6months now that I got myself a confirmation letter! Probationary period is officially over now, and I couldnt believe that I made it. Cos there were quite a number of times that I felt like running away (quitting seems too straight forward). Well standing still, here I am and here I will be, at least for another year or two (I hope :) ).

So for that particular Friday, since I couldnt hide the feelings inside, I bought something yummy for everyone to share. Tadaaaaaaaaaa..

Choc Chip Walnut from Secret Recipe ;p Yesss, more calories :)
And smiles plastered everywhere then!

here i am..

..spending saturday in the office.
yeah thats life.

Sleepy Day

monday monday please go away,
sunday sunday please stay.

well, today is tuesday already
means i survived my monday yesterday

but today adalah sangat mengantuk!
i just want to curl up in bed and sleep!

i think

this blog has been abandoned for quite awhile
blame the new life i'm in now

ive gone thru alot eversince i came back for good
well as time passes by, things change, people change, i change
but these past few months was a big one for me
not only the fact that im staying alone (which i couldnt believe it myself until now)
but so many other things too

oh yes ive started working
where i was quite excited at the very beginning
though the pay is not that much compared to others
first, i got to practise what i learned during my uni years (ye laa sangat kan)
number 2, i got to go to work wearing jeans (how about u?)
and 3, instead of going in at 8 in the morning, i usually arrive at 9 or 10
oh there was once when i went in at 1120!
and talking about the people, lucky me i managed to secure myself with a very good team!
and a very understanding and kind-hearted boss
pretty cool workplace right :)

well it has been 5months now
and work is piling up and up and up that it is sometimes hard for me to breathe
hhmmmmphhhhhhhhhhh.. (mengeluh panjang)
and that certain people who just couldnt stop giving troubles to others
hhhmmmmmpphhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. (mengeluh lagi panjang)
only god knows