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Showing posts with label Gloomy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Gloomy. Show all posts

Tuesday, 31 July 2018

done


It is so depressing and demotivating having those kind of people around. You tried so hard to give your best yet they took you for granted. I am sooooooo done :(

Tuesday, 18 January 2011

happy birthday


the day is here again
and it has been 7 times now without u
i miss u mak
all of us do

if u should know, i could still remember how u smell
and yes, we still keep ur perfume in ur crystal cabinet
we only use it during raya
so we could feel that ur there with us

may u rest in peace mak
may we meet again in that eternal bliss
insyaAllah

happy birthday mak
missing u a thousand times more now

with all the love in the world
hugs and kisses

alfatihah

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

the small me

big girls dont cry
i do

well i guess im.. small?

Tuesday, 23 November 2010

falling to pieces

when a heart breaks no it dont break even
no it dont

no.

Monday, 22 November 2010

Trojan

Healing process is in progress..

16%..

42%..

70%..

..trettt treeett. Virus Trojan menyerang.

Process aborted.

Click OK to repeat, Cancel to cancel.

*Haiihh penat nye nak repeat.. *

Cancel.

Shutting down..

Thursday, 14 October 2010

50th post

it has been long since i last caught a bad fever like this
and worse, hmphhh..
(dont see the need to elaborate)

mak, i miss you. i always do
and in times like this, i miss you a zillion times more

hugs.
(please hug me back)

Saturday, 24 July 2010

i want

we do want alot of things
sometimes we get what we want
some other times we dont
sometimes we want things we cant get
we'll try and fight to get them
and most of the time we just dont get them
and to think of it will just hurt
sometimes we get things just like that
even if we dont even want them
so we wont appreciate them that much
sometimes we want things we know we shouldnt
the fact that we shouldnt even want them somehow makes us want them even more
since the thought of not trying to get them alone will make us regret
that will eventually make us really try to get them
oh well again, most of the time we just dont get them
and that hurts
so wake up and stop wanting things

Thursday, 17 June 2010

definition of peace




  • when everything around is dark and black yet you can still see a very small piece of light
  • when any sounds around you though loud or uneasy does not matter at all
  • when you are lying down and the rain is falling cats and dogs outside
  • when you get to sit by the beach listening to sounds of the waves
  • when you have nothing at all in mind to think about at a point of time
  • when your bestie drops by for a sleepover
  • when you have a beautiful day with your loved ones
and again,
when everything around is dark and black yet you can still see a very small piece of light
weird, but its my definition of peace



home sweet home
i miss home

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

bubbly

confuse.
a rush of mixed feelings.
bubbly.
i am bubbly.

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

Sleepy Day

monday monday please go away,
sunday sunday please stay.

well, today is tuesday already
means i survived my monday yesterday

but today adalah sangat mengantuk!
i just want to curl up in bed and sleep!

Saturday, 8 August 2009

leaving on a jet plane!


havent finished our packing
we're not ready to go
we're sitting here inside our door
we hate to wake ourselves up to say goodbye
but the dawn is breakin its early morn
the taxis waitin hes blowing his horn
already we're lonesome we could die
so kiss us and smile for us
tell us that u'll wait for us
hold us like u'll never let us go
cos we're leaving on a jet plane
dun know when we'll be back again
oh uk, we hate to go
very little times we've let u down
very lil times we've played around
we tell u now, they really meant alot
every place we go, we'll think of u
every song we sing, we'll sing for u
when we come back, we'll bring our wedding rings
so kiss us and smile for us
tell us that u'll wait for us
hold us like u'll never let us go
cos we're leaving on a jet plane
dun know when we'll be back again
oh uk, we hate to go
:(