wordless wednesday [3] i do

of raya 2012

Raya this year was soooo much different compared to previous years.

First of all, Im married :) its our first year celebrating raya together and i couldnt be any happier. No more raya SMSes or raya phone calls this time, yes he was right in front of me almost all the time. It was quite sad at first thinking that we wont be going back to Pengkalan Chepa this time since we had to be in Seremban by 2nd day of raya.

So yeps, we had our first day of raya at FIL's kampung in Segambut and later that day at nek mok's in Kelana Jaya. Everyone then headed to ours in Shah Alam for dinner where we served our first-ever mi bandung which bebeeps&i cooked from scratch in the very morning. Well, everyone loved it that it finished up very quick leaving pizza slices and chicken wings for us to savour the next morning. Seriously i tell u, that mi bandung was so yummy that we didnt even get the chance to even snap a proof!

We started off the second day very early heading to MIL's kampung in Kuala Kangsar. It was my first time there and it was such a blessing to be introduced to more members of the family. Traffic was quite slow on our way back since the rain decided to make an appearance. We reached home at 7pm and had a quick dinner. Bebeeps&i then rushed to Seremban and managed to open up the shop at 9pm. Despite the tiredness, it was such a relief to see customers waiting to have their cup of froyos that we decided to extend until 1 am.

On the 3rd day of raya, we started our day with roti canai & teh tarik at nearby mamak and went straight to the shop to do some cleaning. That was when miracle happened where we were getting staffs coming for work later that day and days after for the week. Being a sweet and wonderful husband, bebeeps decided that we should head off to Pengkalan Chepa to spend the rest of the week instead. So, off we go, to Shah Alam in the evening to pack our bags and started our 7-hour-journey home at 1am. Oh yes, bebeeps was so exhausted that he slept almost all the way leaving his sweet, caring wifey with the driving! :D

To get to be home for the raya, I couldnt thank god enough. We got to visit beloved mak, cleaning up her kubur twice. It was 2004 when god decided to take mak away, but we could still feel her around; her love and all the memories are still fresh in mind. Alfatihah.

Back in Shah Alam on the very last day of bebeeps' week off, we just stayed in since we really needed the rest. Monday then came that i felt sooooo weird to be apart from bebeeps again that i came home after just 2 days in Seremban, instead of 4 to 5 days on the weekly routines. Well, i couldnt get enough of u yet, bebeeps, and hopefully not ever! :) Selamat hari raya, everyone! Love.

out of the blue

1. I just remembered I have this blog I can write to. Especially in times like this, my emo-elmo state :)

2. I miss my Bebeeps. So very much. Not that its the first time he's away from me, since the fact that I spend half of the week with him in Shah Alam, and the rest in Seremban. Yeps, every single week. But this time it feels sooooo different. He's currently with his diving buds in Puerto Galera. It has been so long since he went to one, and yet this time Im so not into travelling long hours, or getting into bumpy rides with the strong currents, so yeps, here I am being so pathetic counting days for him to be home.

3. Oh yes, Bebeeps is my husband anyway :) got married last April, am proudly a wife to a very great man now alhamdulillah thank u Allah :) quick updates, both nikah n bride's reception at home sweet home in Pengkalan Chepa while groom's reception was at Dewan Cattleya or now known as Dewan Orkid (i think!), in Shah Alam.

4. And oh oh, I have a little me (& Bebeeps), alive and kicking inside. Again, alhamdulillah :) 21 weeks to date, and doctor hasnt confirmed whether its a he or she yet. Tho instinct keeps on telling to go shop for pink stuffs already. Well, next checkup would tell, insyaAllah. 

5. Cant wait to fetch you home this Wednesday, Bebeeps! Good night!

wordless wednesday [1] as the bell rings

comelness

:D



gym on mandomonday

Managed to drag my lazybum to gym, (finally!) after a very loooong unnecessary break.

And I met a friend.
Whom I just met once (i think so) 5 months ago since he's a friend to my best friend.

As we talked.
He happened to be a close friend to my boyfriend's bestfriend.
Whom happened to be my boyfriend's friend too.

And all of us happened to work in KJ.
So we decided to have a lunch together at tasek this afternoon.
(sbp reunited ;p)

So yeah.
Its a small world after all.

greys anatomy quote 2

"I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you. I want to build us a house. I want to settle down and grow old with you. I want to die when I'm 110 years old, in your arms. I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime."
Derek Shepherd, Greys Anatomy

Yes. I want to marry you, have kids with you. I want us to build a house together. I want to settle down and grow old with you. I want to die when im 110 years old in your arms. I dont want these 10 interrupted hours at the office. I want a lifetime.

Thank you for being there. Thank you for everything.

XOXO.

i..

am sorry that i hurt you
that i said things i shouldnt have

am sorry that i broke your heart
it must have shattered into pieces
i wished i could pick and stick them back together
i wished i could mend everything
as a start is ofcourse my ownself

am sorry i havent been thankful
some people do not appreciate what they have until they lose them
and im one of those people
and im sorry for that too

am sorry i havent been myself for the past few weeks
something bad must have gone into me
that i did things i have done

i know i havent said enough
but im really sorry
i heart you i really really do

what i want

i want you to want me
10 things i hate about you

i want you to want me
i need you to need me
i'd love you to love me
i'm beggin' you to beg me
i'll shine up my old brown shoes
put on a brand new shirt
get home early from work
if you say that you love me

didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'
oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'
feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'

i want you to want me
i need you to need me
i'd love you to love me
i'm beggin' you to beg me
i'll shine up my old brown shoes
put on a brand new shirt
get home early from work
if you say that you love me

didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'
oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'
feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'
feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
oh, didn't i, didn't i, didn't i see you cryin'

i want you to want me
i need you to need me
i'd love you to love me
i'm beggin' you to beg me
i want you to want me
i want you to want me
i want you to want me
i want you to want me

grey sky

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine

you make me happy, when skies are grey

you never know dear, how much i love you

please dont take my sunshine away

materialistic me

during EVB training in the office today, the materialistic side of me suddenly spoke up. and below are those i managed to capture.



what my heart wants:

1. Rumah Laman Seri kat section 13, Shah Alam, fully-furnished; maid not needed
2. Kereta Toyota Celica kaler silver
3. Permission untuk resign F******** so boleh pursue cita2 jadi fulltime housewife
4. Family vacation in a far far away land once a year
5. Shopping spree - new handbags and shoes and accessories every month
6. Cuti-cuti Malaysia once a month
7. Frequent wardrobe makeover

and now im a super-duper happy woman yeeehaaaaaaa! :D

the time of the year

yes it is, the most-awaited time of the year
..summer!

believe it or not, four freaking years has passed

and i am home for good now, alhamdulillah :)

some friends already started work by now
so i officially declare myself a penganggur lah for the time-being
kakjulie is leaving for UK in one month time
so i have so lil time to spend with my 2 lil sweethearts
sobs sobsss :(

oh oh managed to kidnap my sweetie peachy pear last week
*finally pear! aku rindu ko gells tauuuuuu!!*

we went to the cosiest gossip spot

and bb was really sweet when he patiently wandered around since the ladies were busy with the talking

climax was when we had our nasi lemak *****!
haha our dearest ayna will bite our asses off if she sees this ;p

its half past two in the morning and i'd better head for bed now
or else i would miss my sahur and starve
toodles!

oh oh btw how can i stop loving these two adorable kesayangans

*hugs :)*

leaving on a jet plane!

havent finished our packing

we're not ready to go

we're sitting here inside our door

we hate to wake ourselves up to say goodbye

but the dawn is breakin its early morn

the taxis waitin hes blowing his horn

already we're lonesome we could die

so kiss us and smile for us

tell us that u'll wait for us

hold us like u'll never let us go

cos we're leaving on a jet plane

dun know when we'll be back again

oh uk, we hate to go

very little times we've let u down

very lil times we've played around

we tell u now, they really meant alot

every place we go, we'll think of u

every song we sing, we'll sing for u

when we come back, we'll bring our wedding rings

so kiss us and smile for us

tell us that u'll wait for us

hold us like u'll never let us go

cos we're leaving on a jet plane

dun know when we'll be back again

oh uk, we hate to go

:(